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Monday, July 19, 2010



I am not afraid to keep on living. I am not afraid to walk this world alone. Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiving. Nothing you can say can stop me going home.



He's just a guy who doesn't understand what he has right in front of him and she's a girl who never quite understood how to let go.



And when I first met you, I never would have imagined that I would have such strong feelings for you. I never would have thought that I would have dreams about you or miss being by your side, or get butterflies in my stomach when someone mentions your name. When I first met you, I never thought it'd get this far.



Those who really love you don't mean to hurt you, and if they do, you can see it in their eyes that they're hurting, too.



All I want to do is be able to look at you and not feel the pain of the memories of the times I once knew.



But the truth of the matter is that you really don't care. So stop saying you do, you're only making this more confusing and hard for me. I want to get over you so badly, but I can't. It's not a won't, it's a can't. But maybe if you started showing your true colors and letting me know how you really feel about me, I could.


Monday, June 28, 2010



I look at you, and I'm home.
[Finding Nemo]



My emotions overload because there is no hand to hold, no shoulder to lean on. I'm walking all on my own.
[Author Unknown]



Everyone has that person that they go back to. Each time, they swear it's different, and they're done for good. But they aren't. They wish they were, but the thing is, they can't be. Because that person they keep going back to, they can't be completely happy without them.
[Author Unknown]



The more you like yourself, the less you are like anyone else, which makes you more unique.
[Walt Disney]



I don't know what we are. Sometimes I feel like we're friends, sometimes I feel like we're more than friends, and sometimes I feel like I've never known you at all.
[Author Unknown]



She wants him. She can't deny it. She's just so confused, cause when she thinks back to the day he shattered her, she trembles at the thought of feeling like that again.
[Author Unknown]



Sometimes you gotta quit thinking so much. If it feels right, then it probably is.
[Author Unknown]



Just because you can't see it doesn't mean it isn't there. You can't see the future, yet you know it will come. You can't see the air, yet you continue to breathe.
[Author Unknown]



Take chances. A lot of them. Cause honestly, no matter where you end up and with who, it always ends up just the way it should be. Your mistakes make you who you are, you learn to grow with each choice you make, and everything is worth it. Say how you feel always. Be you, and be okay with it.
[Author Unknown]



I know I'm full of insecurities and disappointments, but I promise you there's a part of me worth keeping.
[Author Unknown]



Don't stop believing, hold onto that feeling.
[Journey]



I fell in love with him a million times. The first time was when I first laid eyes on him. The rest, every time I looked at him.
[Author Unknown]



You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over analyzing a situation. Trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened, or you can leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on.
[Tupac]



I remember the first night I fell for you. I haven't gotten up since.
[Author Unknown]



But in the end, the most important thing to accept is that no matter how alone you feel, how painful it may be, with the help of those around you, you'll get through this too.
[Author Unknown]


Tuesday, June 22, 2010

School's been out since last Thursday and I'm not sure how I feel about that.

All I know is I'm disappointed. Last summer, you left on two vacations, both for a little over two weeks, both without me, and they were only three days apart. I waited for you. I told myself I wouldn't be strong enough to go that long without seeing you, I told myself I'd snap. I told myself the distance between us was much too far and I wouldn't be able to handle that. Florida, and then Germany, all the way from California. Well, I found my strength. I realized I was much stronger than I thought. I coped through a little over a month. The love you gave me is what helped pull me through. But what helped the most was the thought that when you would come back home to me, everything would be perfect between us. After all, absence does make the heart grow fonder. And it did for us. Everything simply was perfect. And I remember thinking how that summer would be the worst summer ever because you wouldn't be here for a month. Well, now I'd give anything to go back. At least I still had you, at least you were still mine, at least you hadn't left me yet.

Now I'm telling myself that this is going to be the worst, lonely summer of my life. At the end of last summer, I remember thinking that this summer would be so much better because you said you wouldn't leave again. Silly old me for thinking we would last another year or two. Things just felt great, for me at least. You know, I am still madly in love with you. I love you just as much, and even more, as when we first started dating three years and seven months ago.

But I'm moving on, as much as it pains me. I deserve happiness too.



Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult.
[Author Unknown]



Girls are like artichokes - you have to do a little work before you get to the heart.
[The Pink Panther]



Because you're hoping you're wrong. And every time she does something that tells you she's no good, you ignore it. And every time she comes through and surprises you, she wins you over, and you lose that argument with yourself that she's not for you.
[The Holiday]



I'm so tired of fighting. Or not even fighting because he won't fight. He just gets mad and disappears and then comes back and I don't like how I feel and I don't like what I do.
[Gilmore Girls]



Music is the only thing that makes sense anymore. Play it loud enough and it keeps the demons at bay.
[Across the Universe]



I think all of us want to feel something that we've forgotten or turned our backs on, cause maybe we didn't realize how much we were leaving behind. We need to remember what used to be good. If we don't, we won't recognize it even if it hits us between the eyes.
[13 Going on 30]


Tuesday, June 08, 2010

I really just want to stop loving you right now, right at this very moment, right at this very second, but I can't.

You have broken my heart into so many fucking pieces I don't even know who I am anymore. I want you, but I also want anything but you. I want to move on. I want to find happiness with somebody else... but then I absolutely don't. A huge part of me just wants everything to fall back into place. Another huge part of me realizes that isn't going to happen, at least any time soon.

Stop leading me on... please. My heart and my mind can't take anymore of it. Don't say you love me if you want to see other people. You probably shouldn't even ask to hang out with me anymore. It's all your fault. You know I can't deny you. You know I'm still so much in love with you, even as it pains me so.

I think I'm done with you. I don't think I can ever stop loving you, but I think I'm done. I think I'm done with hoping you'll want to get back together. I'm just done trying with you. I think I'll start trying to move on and not think about you and me anymore. It kills me to say it, let alone think it. But our past 3 years together is just in the past now. An utterly beautiful melancholy past, but it's over. And I just want you to know that I still love you so much that it hurts. But I don't know why. All I know is that it's time for me to just let go. All my hope is gone and I think that's what's causing me the most pain right now, besides what you're doing.

Hey, I love you. But I also hate your guts for doing this to me.



I don't know what I want anymore. All I want to do is listen to music and watch the clouds go by, but that doesn't pay the bills.
[Author Unknown]



Well, I've been afraid of changing because I built my life around you. But time makes you bolder, children get older, and I'm getting older too.
[Dixie Chicks]



People are often unreasonable and self-centered. Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives. Be kind anyway. If you are honest, people may cheat you. Be honest anyway. If you find happiness, people may be jealous. Be happy anyway. The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, it may never be enough. Give your best anyway.
[Author Unknown]



Remember that everyone you meet is afraid of something, loves something, and has lost something.
[H. Jackson Brown]


Monday, May 31, 2010

I WANT TO GET BACK TOGETHER SO BAD. fml

I JUST WANT THINGS TO BE THE WAY THEY USED TO.



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